Saturday, December 12, 2009-
11:53 PM
Dream as if you'll live foreverLive as if you'll die today-Well, this quote is way toooooooooo powerful. Who could really dream and live to their fullest everyday? I doubt anyone could do it, so if you happen to be able to do it, please tell me how. Its still unbelievable that the long awaited A's is really really over. For a moment, I used to think that there is no meaning anymore, as in there isn't a goal or something to reach out for. I can seriously feel like I'm wasting my time, everyday, every moment. Hmm, time to start living for a purpose! I need to grow, really grow not literally though. For once I thought after A's I don't need to be controlled but well, that was a lie. Dad forced me to go work, forced me to read some financial books, forced to learn some new things. To please him, I'm starting work on the 21st, going for some course which doesn't appeal to me, trying to read the book while my mind is wandering elsewhere. People are going overseas, leaving few pathetic souls in Singapore(I'm included). Sigh. Brother left Singapore once again. Its only when people around me suddenly disappear then I'll realized how ungrateful I've been, taking them for granted. I guess its really time for me to stop idling, to settle down. Where did the passion for more of Him went? I don't want to give up and I never will. God, please help me, help me through this tough time, Amen.
-With Miracle
I wish happiness lasted longer than it did
Should have loved while it lasted
