Friday, February 5, 2010-
8:27 PM
I want to shut my eyes
And lay like this forever
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Back from genting but I'm still in my holiday mood. HEHE. Coming back to Singapore means coming back to reality, facing everything once again. Had many first time over at genting with TJF, Timothy, Gregory and Yong Sheng. My first time at genting. My first time overseas with friends. My first time hearing people do actually eat chicken without skin. My first time playing and touching snow. My first time on a roller coaster; corkscrew. My first time hugging a bear thats three-quarter of my size. My first time having a free breakfast buffet. My first time seeing someone ordering a L-size fried rice. My first time missing someone so badly. My first time. Why do happy memories hurt so much too. How ironic. I've been dreaming alot lately. I wished I could know who you really are. I wished happiness lasted a little longer. I want to stay like this forever. Dad just praised me for doing a good job in teaching my brother integration and differentiation. And I finally found the blog I'm looking for! Man of my dreams. TJF, I can't wait for Sunday to come! I did my quiet time differently today, I'd actually copied John 1 into my notebook. A brand new experience with God. Well, I hope the fire don't died down. Lord, please mould me and shape me, Amen!
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My first times-
My first time at snow world.



Can't believe Timothy actually won the bear.
My artistic shot.
TJF's artistic shot.
My first time on a roller-coaster.
Why am I feeling like this, so empty so hopeless. I'm afraid I'd fallen in love with you. Its just a three days thing but why do I miss you so much? Why do I feel sth for you whenever I look at the teddy bear? Why do I have that kind of feelings? I dreamt of you. Why does it feels so familiar? But I know who is in your heart. I can't stop myself from falling deeper. Someone please pull me away from this absurd, ridiculous, never meant to be kind of one-sided love.
How did I fall in love with you
Should have loved while it lasted