Saturday, January 8, 2011-
10:55 PM
You are my lightWhen darkness comes and fills my heartSometimes I really wish that my life will be a story. Meeting the one and only guy thats meant for me. I'd always envy the actresses in dramas when they get attached with the guy of their dreams. Even though being together seemed impossible at first, love eventually blossoms between them. Will I ever meet someone whom I yearn to spend my entire life with? What was it like to be in love? How does it felt like wanting to see the person every single day, every single hour, every single minute, every single second? I guess its just too early for me to think of such questions. After watching
Mischevious Kiss by
Kim Hyun Joong(Y) and reading
Baker's Apprentice I discovered a meaningful fact about humanity. Sometimes when you love somebody, you get so scared of losing them that you push them away. So you won't be the one who gets left behind. Oh well, I should just focus on my studies till I graduate from NTU and then I could start thinking about love philosophy. If love is like a math equation with solutions, life would be easier. People won't ended up getting hurt. However, because there's no solutions thus making it seems more interesting. It serves as a double edged sword. On a random note, Mom got a haircut but I prefer her having a long hair. My mind is all over the place, its time to focus and surrender all to Him. I haven't been eating consistently these two days. Just lunch was enough to sustain me for a day.
Kim Hyun Joong
Should have loved while it lasted